Monday, January 4, 2010
rough first day.
I always think the first day is hard... trying to break habits that i got into during the past few months... for example... every day at lunch i would buy "white cheddar cheez it" crackers. delicious. getting hungry just thinking about it... but today i didn't even glance at the vending machine. as much as i wanted to.
i go out with a few girls from school every monday night. i usually get a wrap and some french fries. today i split a wrap and a salad with a friend. and i was super hungry still when i finished (so was she!)
i always get scared about weighing myself everyday... it would be so discouraging if i didn't lose anything and i know it might lead me off the track. i know me.
i am uploading a picture of me when i was training for the marathon. the exact weight i want to be again. visualize. i LOVE that!
i hate the first day... it reminds me that there are so many more... i hate the beginning but i am looking forward to the end. july 24th.