something about a friday... it feels AMAZING. i worked really hard all week and i absolutely deserve these next two days off...
but i also feel that i deserve to eat more. like i have earned the right to stuff my face with foods i love. i worked super hard with 24 children and i totally think i deserve to eat anything i want on a friday.
last friday, i ate a dorito. okay. i ate more than one dorito. BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT WAS FRIDAY. i had a drink. BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT WAS A FRIDAY. i ate slices of pizza. BECAUSE IT WAS A FRIDAY. and i deserved it.
i am trying to learn that just because i work hard, and i "deserve" to eat what i want on the weekend... i don't have to... i am trying to learn what to do different. maybe i deserve to buy myself a new book. or i deserve to buy myself a manicure.
trying to get away from the mindset that i earned the right to eat "junk" on a friday. on a weekend.
weekends are a downfall.
BUT I LOVE A FRIDAY!!